I think I'm in love.

Let It Be Me~The Everly Brothers

Haha the title might've tricked you xD Anyways I was watching Flipped and this was the ending song. It reminded me so much of Can't Take My Eyes Off Of You and I love that song! Man it is so soothing and it would be the perfect wedding song. Ahh where has this song been all my life. I'm just glad I found it now. Loving the oldies :]]]]

33. Beat Kevin at WWF

I never thought this day would come. I finally beat Kevin at Words with Friends by 1 point. Now that was crazy. After 4 years playing Scrabble and this on his phone, I never won. Not even once. Man this is just crazy. I still can't believe it. Good game Kevin, but I bet you'll win from now on. I just got lucky during this game :]

For once.

My life is actually busy with family over that I hardly have time for myself and I can't even do things that I need to do. This is surprising but I wish I had endless time once again so I won't feel so stressed. So much to do with so little time. However, I don't sit around all day on the computer xD One plus side to this lol.

Summer List 2012 (2)

1. Go kayaking

2. Go camping

3. Get my permit

4. Stargaze

5. Read some books

6. Do something I normally wouldn't do

7. Learn how to swim or try to

8. Have lunch or dinner with a friend

9. Go someplace new

10. Ride a ferris wheel or go to a carnival*

11. Work out

12. Write those letters

13. Learn how to cook
14. Have a silly string fight*
15. Go fishing
16. Get rid of bad habits
17. Watch the sunrise or sunset (preferably sunset)
18. Take photobooth pictures
19. Watch fireworks
20. Pull an all-nighter
21. Have a picnic
22. Watch movies all day
23. Have a water balloon fight
24. Clean up all the stuff on the floor in my room and organize it
25. Work on my photo albums
26. Go vegetarian for a day
27. Take lots of pictures
28. Blog more
29. Eat Korean BBQ or Pho
30. Learn how to push myself on a swing
31. Get a personalized leather bracelet*
32. Beat 2000 FreeCell levels in order
33. Beat Kevin at WWF

34. Tell someone how I really feel

35. Enjoy every moment and don't let people bring me down

So far I've finished 14/35 things on my list. I finished two more but I'll wait to cross those off. I'm doing pretty good but I got 7 more weeks left. I really hope I can get most of this done :]

It's been a while.

Good night world :]

10. Ride a ferris wheel or go to a carnival*

I really didn't expect this to happen at all but it did :D It was so last minute and random but of course, I couldn't let the opportunity pass me by. Finally got to go to a state fair after many years and ride a ferris wheel. Two in one lol. It was so tall. I checked the website and it said 100 feet and I'm now like o.o It was freezing at night but I loved the whole thing :D

9. Go someplace new

For camping, we went to Del Valle Regional Park which is a place I haven't been to yet. Even though we drive by Livermore a lot, I never actually been there. So we went to this regional park and that's Lake Del Valle. It was really windy that day so I didn't go kayaking, but it's a nice view.

6. Do something I normally wouldn't do

We were at the State Fair and there were two guys who brought out a snake and a scorpion. My uncle told my sister and I to go pet them and I was reluctant. He just said go cause this is a once in a lifetime chance and I was thinking why not. So crazy me went all scared and was nervous. My sister said I had to pet it first and I wasn't sure what to expect but it was really soft. I didn't see that coming at all. However, I didn't even bother with the scorpion since it reminded me of a spider but this is definitely something I wouldn't do, yet I enjoyed it :D And no, I don't know why the guy is looking at me like that haha. I was wondering why after I looked at the picture.

4. Stargaze

Well the picture is blurry and not very clear since I had to zoom in for anything to show up. However, the sky was completely fullllllll of stars. I mean it was unbelievable and breathtaking to me. I was staring in awe during both nights because I couldn't help myself. I mean who wouldn't enjoy that. It was just an amazing experience.

2. Go camping

So on Sunday afternoon until Tuesday afternoon I went camping with my family. First night I slept in the tent in the back and the second night I slept in the red tent. Man it was way too hot in the mornings cause there was no tree, but still it was so much fun. Got to sleep outside under the stars with nature. You really need to experience it to appreciate it. Well that was the case for me. I hope I get to go again :D

Spam time.

Well I've been gone for 4 days and it's time to blog. I'm going to post about my summer list now and the rest of the past few days tomorrow since it's late. It feels good to be back :D

22. Watch movies all day

Yesterday I decided to have my movie day so today I watched movies all day. I watched ABC Family and a few other channels, but these are the main movies I ended up watching. Overall it was a lot of fun just relaxing in the living room doing whatever I wanted. I need to do this more often xD I've seen Step Up 2, The Pacifier, and Last Holiday before but it's been a very long time. Wild Hogs was really funny and I'm glad there was a good variety of movies. From dancing/romance to comedy/action to action to romance/comedy. Not really sure what category Wild Hogs would go under. Hopefully there's more good movies coming up soon :D

Yeah.

Cuddling in bed watching a K-drama. This is the life lol.

Life.

I hope that I can travel the world someday. I would really love that.

3:37AM

I can't sleep and this drama has me hooked. Great...

You're trying to talk to me.

Why is that? All good things come to an end right?

First driving experience.

Well today was my first driving experience :D As you can see, it went well lol. I was nervous in the car, but I realized that I shouldn't be afraid. I've driven go karts before and I know they aren't the same, but I get so excited to drive one. However, when it came to a car, not so much. There's many more responsibilities, but I knew that if I was as excited as I was driving a go kart, then it'd be better than being scared. So I put my scared feelings aside, and everything was fine. At first I drove too close to the right, and my turns were too fast, but after an hour in the Delta parking lots, I got used to it. Delta sure has a lot of my best times xD So I did go 19mph at one point trying to hit 20 but I never did. Oh well 19 is a lot better than I hoped for. Excited for my next lesson now lol. Thanks Dad, I owe it all to you. Also Happy Birthday Felmer!!! :DDD He told me "DONT DRIVE LIKE SPONGEBOB." That sure cheered me up and made me less nervous. Good night world & I can't wait for tomorrow :]]]]]]]

My Asian plant.

When we moved, my aunt got me this Asian plant for my room. I don't know the name of it, but I'll take a picture or something later on if I remember. I always thought it was for good luck. I take care of it everyday by watering, and I've watched it grow over the past 3 1/2 years. Lately, somethings different. The other a day, I noticed a leaf started dying. It became all yellow the next day, and it only got worse from there. I was sad just watching it die each day even though I been watering it and taking care of it. Earlier today, I noticed my mom took off that yellow leaf. I realized it was gone and it made me think as I was sitting. I realized that the plant is like my life. I was meeting more people and having more experiences while the plant grew more leaves and got bigger. I eat food everyday while I pour water into the little vase for the plant to keep it alive. We live the same life basically. Recently, things have been taking a turn in my life. Just like my plant, a leaf died. I didn't realize it until now, but it's like the plant is showing me everything that's been happening to me. Yes I know, I sound crazy right? Maybe I am, but the timing is just so spot on. I don't think this is the first time a leaf has died, but it's the only time I remember that it has. So maybe this plant is a symbol of my life ever since I moved. Maybe I'm just going crazy. Either way, I think it's a sign that it's time to move on and forget the bad. Even if it continues to happen, I just need to hope that things will change. I need to hope that people will grow up and act like adults for once. As much as I hope things settle down, I'll continue to love and care for my plant. No matter what happens, my plant won't change. At least I can count on that.

PMS.

I sure hope that's the reason why I can't stop crying. If not, then what the h---.

Yeah.

So my life is basically falling apart and I'm acting like nothing is wrong. Lovely.

Ahhh.

I’m driving in a few hours for the first time. Greattt. I'm so nervous, scared, and excited at the same time. Not sure what to expect. Well maybe it's better if I didn't at all. We'll see how this goes.

College.

Thank you Gabe for reblogging this! I'm going to need it :D

Dear Class of 2011 2012,

As you begin your college experience, I thought I’d leave you with the things that, in retrospect, I think are important as you navigate the next four years. I hope that some of them are helpful.

Here goes…

1. Your friends will change a lot over the next four years. Let them.
2. Call someone you love back home a few times a week, even if just for a few minutes.
3. In college more than ever before, songs will attach themselves to memories. Every month or two, make a mix cd, mp3 folder, whatever - just make sure you keep copies of these songs. Ten years out, they’ll be as effective as a journal in taking you back to your favorite moments.
4. Take naps in the middle of the afternoon with reckless abandon.
5. Adjust your schedule around when you are most productive and creative. If you’re nocturnal and do your best work late at night, embrace that. It may be the only time in your life when you can.
6. If you write your best papers the night before they are due, don’t let people tell you that you “should be more organized” or that you “should plan better.” Different things work for different people. Personally, I worked best under pressure - so I always procrastinated… and always kicked ass (which annoyed my friends to no end). ;-) Use the freedom that comes with not having grades first semester to experiment and see what works best for you.
7. At least a few times in your college career, do something fun and irresponsible when you should be studying. The night before my freshman year psych final, my roommate somehow scored front row seats to the Indigo Girls at a venue 2 hours away. I didn’t do so well on the final, but I haven’t thought about psych since 1993. I’ve thought about the experience of going to that show (with the guy who is now my son’s godfather) at least once a month ever since.
8. Become friends with your favorite professors. Recognize that they can learn from you too - in fact, that’s part of the reason they chose to be professors.
9. Carve out an hour every single day to be alone. (Sleeping doesn’t count.)
10. Go on dates. Don’t feel like every date has to turn into a relationship.
11. Don’t date someone your roommate has been in a relationship with.
12. When your friends’ parents visit, include them. You’ll get free food, etc., and you’ll help them to feel like they’re cool, hangin’ with the hip college kids.
13. In the first month of college, send a hand-written letter to someone who made college possible for you and describe your adventures thus far. It will mean a lot to him/her now, and it will mean a lot to you in ten years when he/she shows it to you.
14. Embrace the differences between you and your classmates. Always be asking yourself, “what can I learn from this person?” More of your education will come from this than from any classroom.
15. All-nighters are entirely overrated.
16. For those of you who have come to college in a long-distance relationship with someone from high school: despite what many will tell you, it can work. The key is to not let your relationship interfere with your college experience. If you don’t want to date anyone else, that’s totally fine! What’s not fine, however, is missing out on a lot of defining experiences because you’re on the phone with your boyfriend/girlfriend for three hours every day.
17. Working things out between friends is best done in person, not over email. (IM does not count as “in person.”) Often someone’s facial expressions will tell you more than his/her words.
18. Take risks.
19. Don’t be afraid of (or excited by) the co-ed bathrooms. The thrill is over in about 2 seconds.
20. Wednesday is the middle of the week; therefore on wednesday night the week is more than half over. You should celebrate accordingly. (It makes thursday and friday a lot more fun.)
21. Welcome failure into your lives. It’s how we grow. What matters is not that you failed, but that you recovered.
22. Take some classes that have nothing to do with your major(s), purely for the fun of it.
23. It’s important to think about the future, but it’s more important to be present in the now. You won’t get the most out of college if you think of it as a stepping stone.
24. When you’re living on a college campus with 400 things going on every second of every day, watching TV is pretty much a waste of your time and a waste of your parents’ money. If you’re going to watch, watch with friends so at least you can call it a “valuable social experience.”
25. Don’t be afraid to fall in love. When it happens, don’t take it for granted. Celebrate it, but don’t let it define your college experience.
26. Much of the time you once had for pleasure reading is going to disappear. Keep a list of the books you would have read had you had the time, so that you can start reading them when you graduate.
27. Things that seem like the end of the world really do become funny with a little time and distance. Knowing this, forget the embarassment and skip to the good part.
28. Every once in awhile, there will come an especially powerful moment when you can actually feel that an experience has changed who you are. Embrace these, even if they are painful.
29. No matter what your political or religious beliefs, be open-minded. You’re going to be challenged over the next four years in ways you can’t imagine, across all fronts. You can’t learn if you’re closed off.
30. If you need to get a job, find something that you actually enjoy. Just because it’s work doesn’t mean it has to suck.
31. Don’t always lead. It’s good to follow sometimes.
32. Take a lot of pictures. One of my major regrets in life is that I didn’t take more pictures in college. My excuse was the cost of film and processing. Digital cameras are cheap and you have plenty of hard drive space, so you have no excuse.
33. Your health and safety are more important than anything.
34. Ask for help. Often.
35. Half of you will be in the bottom half of your class at any given moment. Way more than half of you will be in the bottom half of your class at some point in the next four years. Get used to it.
36. In ten years very few of you will look as good as you do right now, so secretly revel in how hot you are before it’s too late.
37. In the long run, where you go to college doesn’t matter as much as what you do with the opportunities you’re given there. The MIT name on your resume won’t mean much if that’s the only thing on your resume. As a student here, you will have access to a variety of unique opportunities that no one else will ever have - don’t waste them.
38. On the flip side, don’t try to do everything. Balance = well-being.
39. Make perspective a priority. If you’re too close to something to have good perspective, rely on your friends to help you.
40. Eat badly sometimes. It’s the last time in your life when you can do this without feeling guilty about it.
41. Make a complete ass of yourself at least once, preferably more. It builds character.
42. Wash your sheets more than once a year. Trust me on this one.
43. If you are in a relationship and none of your friends want to hang out with you and your significant other, pay attention. They usually know better than you do.
44. Don’t be afraid of the weird pizza topping combinations that your new friend from across the country loves. Some of the truly awful ones actually taste pretty good. Expand your horizons.
45. Explore the campus thoroughly. Don’t get caught.
46. Life is too short to stick with a course of study that you’re no longer excited about. Switch, even if it complicates things.
47. Tattoos are permanent. Be very certain.
48. Don’t make fun of prefrosh. That was you like 2 hours ago.
49. Enjoy every second of the next four years. It is impossible to describe how quickly they pass.

This is the only time in your lives when your only real responsibility is to learn. Try to remember how lucky you are every day.

Be yourself. Create. Inspire, and be inspired. Grow. Laugh. Learn. Love.
Welcome to some of the best years of your lives.
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FML.

My parents don't trust me. Great. Will I ever gain their trust? There's a giant black bug in the bathroom and I don't want to wake up my dad to tell him about it. I didn't close my window all the way and now I'm too afraid to. FML. Why me D: The only good thing about today is that Mary loved her video. Happy Birthday Mary!!! :D I'm happy about that. Well we'll see how it all turns out but I'm so disappointed in them. This past week hasn't been the best. My parents are acting like people I don't even know anymore and I don't know why. Sigh. I just want things to be alright again, but it seems they're the complete opposite. I'm just stuck living with it. Good night world & have a great week :]

^__^

I can't wait to surprise you! I just hope it comes out the way I want, or else that defeats the purpose. Good night world :]

Never lose sight of who you are.

You're just too special to do that.

Silly me.

Almost very single "boys who" post was about you. Too bad you'll never know...

"And I wanna fall in love with you again I don't have to try, it's so easy Who needs to pretend?"

Let's Just Fall in Love Again~Jason Castro 

Addicteddddd.

Sometimes...

I wish my life could be like a happy Korean Drama. Oh well.

Notice it.

When people try really hard to make you happy or do something special for you, that's when you know how much they care.

I'm sorry.

Pain is all that I feel and I don't know the cause of it...

20. Pull an all-nighter

So I stayed up with Mary and it's already 4:40AM now. If only I didn't have to get up early later on. Anyways we had so many fails tonight and the picture only shows half of it xD It's all good cause you guys don't need to know the rest lol. It was a lot of fun though :D Third attempt at an all-nighter and I finally succeeded! Thanks Mary :]
*I stayed up until 5:40AM but I passed out... I missed the sunrise but I accomplished my goal :D

So...

Well now I know both sides of the story lol. I don't feel as left out now xD It's whatever. I hope my parents let me go next week. I'll beg them :D Hopefully that's enough convincing. Not like I haven't gone out with friends before but this is a little different. At least my mom knows all of them xD Well whoever "them" is going to be. Anyways today I went to the DMV got my permit, missed 2 :D, and now I can driveee. I'm still excited/nervous about that. Went to my grandparents to tell them the good news. Going to have dim sum tomorrow and then go to Costco. I can develop my pictures. Yayyyy. After we left, we went to Lollicup and Target to get some stuff. I chilled at home all day. Saw The Hunger Game finally! I can't wait for Catching Fire. I finally talked to you in a conversation after the longest time today. It's like we haven't talked all summer, but you're trying to have me included in stuff which is nice. At least you're trying, but it's nice to see the part of you that I don't see often. Manora finally uploaded the pictures so I can't wait to develop them tomorrow. I'm not tired so I'm just here blogging away. It's been a while since I really blogged about my feelings. I'm not going to lie, my heart has been confused lately. I feel like things are slowly changing. Not sure if it's good or bad, but they are. I feel like I'm changing my opinions/feelings about someone. I don't know why it's happening or if it's all just in my head, but I can't help it. That's the weird part. It's hard to explain, but something is different between us, but I can't describe it. Maybe I'm realizing how much things will change in a few months. How I'll be gone and you'll be here. How we might not talk as much. How I'll hardly see you. I don't know if I'll be ready for that, not just with you, but for anyone. However, I feel like I'll miss you the most. Weird right? Shouldn't I be missing all my friends equally? I'm guessing this is just a phase or else I don't know what this is.

3. Get my permit

Officially able to drive on the road :D I missed 2 on my test. If only I didn't second guess on one and if only I second guessed on the other question lol. Oh well, I passed so I'm content :D And yes, I know it's almost all white xD YEE.

Less than half an hour left.

We'll see how this goes...

Yay.

Officially done studying :D Hoping for the best tomorrow. Good night world :]

"Just be yourself cause no one else can beat you at that."

~Jane from Jane by Design

Well I sort of blanked during the last half of the sentence but I think that's what she said xD

DMV tomorrow.

Read the handbook 3 times and took 10+ practice tests.

I'm still scared.

Emotional.

Man I don't know the last time I cried, well until a few minutes ago. My grandparents have been very supportive from me since the beginning and today was no different. They only want to see me succeed and after everything we've been through this past year, it definitely shows. They honestly don't know how much I appreciate everything they've done for me. Every small bit helps and it broke my heart to hear them say what they said. Then that led to tears and man, I wish I had it easier, but I don't. I'm just glad that I have supportive family members in my life. Now that is worth every struggle I must face in life.

21. Have a picnic

Yum! We had a picnic at the Waterfront which was very nice. Funny with the little kids randomly screaming in the background when the water would spray everywhere. Sierra brought chicken, Maryann brought chips, Carey brought cookies, Jennifer brought Kool-Aid and apple cider, and I brought cupcakes and Nutella. It was such a tasty lunch :D

18. Take photobooth pictures

Little Buddies:

1. Smile

2. Silly

3. Unibrow

4. Peace Sign

BFF Cupcakes:

1. Smile

2. Asian Eyes

3. Charlie's Angels

4. Tongue

Happy Together PB&J:

1. Smile

2. Charlie's Angles

3. Unsure of this

4. Sexy Pose

And it doesn't get any better than this :]

17. Watch the sunrise or sunset (preferably sunset)

Coming home tonight after a long tiring day, I got to watch the sunset. We were heading back and it just so happened that the sunset was in my viewing so I couldn't miss the opportunity. I honestly don't know the last time I watched the sun set, but now I know why I added it to my summer list xD 

Memories.

Man today was such a great day in a long, long time. Carey, Jennifer, Maryann, Sierra, and I all hung out for the day doing all random sorts of things. I haven't seen any of them since graduation so it feels like forever. We all met up at the Waterfront and had a picnic. I brought cupcakes that I made the night before. Jennifer, Carey, and I got there early so we were waiting for Maryann and Sierra. When we saw them, we were trying to call them over and then this guy next to us was like "Just yell AYE OVER HERE" hecka loud which was hilarious. Then he just left and we were like o.o and started laughing. Jennifer decided to buy Kool-Aid and apple cider for us but then she forgot a bottle opener. Then Jennifer and Maryann go wandering around the Waterfront asking people like this family and the ice cream man. Apparently the ice cream man had a 

knife (no idea why) but he opened it for us. It was so funny cause the rest of us were just watching them from afar. When they got back, we finally started eating and it was all smooth from there... Until this giant wasp appeared out of no where and we all started freaking out. They tried getting it away from the cooler but it kept going back to it. Eventually it left xD Afterwards, we walked over to the Children's Museum and of course, we were too old lol. Sierra seemed to be disappointed the most. We ended up going to the Waterfront Warehouse to walk around. Everyone liked it so I was glad I suggested it xD We headed back to the cars and luckily, Jennifer also looked up the Haggin Museum so we went there. It's free every first Saturday so we didn't have to pay :D Good thing lol. It was like I never been there before since it felt almost new to me. 

Brought back memories from when I went for extra credit with Angelica, Debora, Valerie, Oksana, and Dalia. Such good times. They switched two of the galleries with new pictures so that was cool. It's always nice to go learn about the past from the city you live in. Apparently there was an insane asylum which scared all of us out. After that we decided to go get some Lollicup and we told really funny/lame jokes/riddles. It was freaking hilarious. I loved the snowman and Lion King one. Man Sierra needs to send those riddles to me soon. We left to go to the mall and on our way there, Jennifer was like "I want to live in a suit" and Carey and I were like what the heck haha. Then I asked "Do you mean a suite?" and she was like "YEAH" hahaha. Omg we were laughing for the longest time. Jennifer is just way too funny without even trying. We got to the mall

and went to Forever 21 (got new sunglasses :D and hopefully they don't break this time), Old Navy, and Hot Topic. We took photo booth pictures after that which was so squished. 5 people inside a small photo booth isn't that fun lol. I think my toe dislocated inside too but then it located back (thank goodness or I would've freaked). The pictures came out soooo funny. The unibrow, asian eyes, and our sexy pose (which I think was the best). I had a triple chin during the sexy pose but then someone said my name and couldn't stop laughing and then I couldn't stop laughing so it didn't show up xD Oh well, maybe next time haha. Some of us got some Dr. Sibs since we were hungry and waited until it was about time. We went to Sierra's house to get ready for graduation photos and she had a picture of me from 6th grade framed in her room. I 

was just laughing and kinda freaked out when I saw it. When we were all ready, we went to the school. Took us like 2 hours just to take pictures which was so much fun. I can't wait to see how they turned out. Thanks to Manora, I'm sure they came out really good. I'm excited to develop them too xD I definitely need more days like today, especially with them since we see each other like twice a year, but I'm thankful for anytime we do spend together because it means a lot to me. Can't wait for dinner next time. We should totally go to Buffalo Wild Wings since their wings and potato wedges are so good. I need to recommend that xD Today was definitely an unforgettable day as always thanks to them. They are lifelong friends and I can already count on that. So I did 3 things on my summer list in one day :D I feel accomplished haha. Man my legs and feet are killing me. This is what I get for wearing sandals all day. Oh the pain. I can barely walk up and down the stairs. Good night world & have a lovely Sunday :]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

Haha yeah.

This is what I've been doing the past two nights. Very random conversations sometimes, even if I hardly talk.  Everyone's on when it's hecka late xD Hopefully, things don't change too much in a few months cause this has been fun. I'm so excited for tomorrow so I should be getting some sleep now. Good night world & have a great weekend :]

Last post.

I'm getting tired. Man 5 posts takes me like an hour to type. Such a long time and I didn't want to push it off until tomorrow or else I'm going to get lazy like always. I need to start sleeping at like 1:00AM cause I'm sleepy all the time. And I hear weird noises sometimes when it's this late.  Well at least this is probably the most I've posted in a day in a very long time :D Good night world & have a great week :]

19. Watch fireworks

I was trying to take pictures of fireworks in the house so I could upload them online but my camera wouldn't focus most of the time and I kept on missing all of the fireworks. Then my dad offered to take me near the school so I could take some pictures. I didn't think he was serious so I was like sure and he's like let's go. We ended up going and there was a lot of people watching them with their cars parked and chairs outside. Some people even sat on top of their car (it was a van too xD). There was someone in the neighborhood who was lighting them from their house which was nice. It was like a show on it's own cause they would light some fireworks every few minutes and it'd be different every time. They must have a lottttt of money to spend to show that many. I counted how many different people were lighting them in different directions and I counted 6, but in all I think I watched like 8 or more. I'm really glad my dad took me and I got some decent pictures too. This is a 4th of July to remember. Happy Independence Day everyone and thanks Dad for taking me :]

4th of July/Isaac's Birthday.

So yesterday I went over to my cousin's house for his birthday. I hung out with the kids and we played Nintendo 64 twice and hide-and-go-seek. When you're as big as me, it's definitely not so easy to hide when most of the kids playing were half your age xD Still, it was fun playing with them. On the Nintendo, I played Mario Kart and they played Dig Dug and Galaga. I keep calling Galaga Galacticga for some odd reason. No idea what Galactiga even is. We had lunch there with a variety of food to choose from. I was very hungry since I didn't have breakfast beforehand. I woke up before we left the house which didn't give me much time to eat at all. After that, we all sat on the sofa and waited for our food to digest. Played more Mario Kart as stated earlier. We ended up going outside to play tag and of course, I was it. I hate chasing after kids, especially in sandals. No fun lol. But I did catch them :D When we were all tired we went inside and waited for them to get ready and cut the cake. (Even though this happened yesterday, I already forgot the order of playing the games and stuff so yeahh... Me and my lovely memory -___-) But only you know that xD So we all went outside and sang Happy Birthday. Everyone just sat around and talked until people started leaving. Then my cousin and her cousin started rollerblading while my sister and I hung out in the back. We took pictures and I played with the dogs. After, we decided to move to

the front to play and then people started coming back. We ended up playing with the fireworks they brought which was fun. It's been a while since I played with fireworks. Then we left since it was getting late. My dad took me to go watch the fireworks which you can read about in the next post. Good night world & Happy Birthday Isaac :]

See them swimming diving leaping dolphins in the deep blue sea.

Not sure where I heard that song from but I still remember it from when I was little. I'm so odd haha. Anyways I'm blogging about my day from 2 days ago. So on the 3rd of July, I went swimming with my friends and sister. We went to the community pool and hung out all afternoon. I didn't really try to swim at all. I just wanted to get used to the water again. After like 3 years, things change. We stayed at the pool from like 1:30PM to about 5:00PM. Valerie, Oksana, Brandy, and I was there earlier and everyone else came a little later. Went home and brought some Drumstick since everyone was hungry and it was kinda hot. We ended up going to Buffalo Wild Wings afterwards for dinner since it was 50 cent wings. I got the teriyaki and honey bbq which were both good. I liked the honey bbq a little more though. The teriyaki was a little harder to eat some times. Their potato wedges are soooooo good though. Man I wish my sister didn't eat all of them cause I really liked them. I was so hungry too. I had 9 wings, 1 1/2 chicken strips, and some potato wedges, yet I wasn't full... It was probably from all that "swimming" lol. Still I had a great time. Angela decided for us to all leave when Manora went to the restroom so we all went to his car. Then he starts walking and it's hecka creepy cause he has a serious face on, he's walking slow, and he's wearing sunglasses so we can't see his entire face. It felt like a scary movie. Me and Valerie were just screaming and then he appears right next to Angela at the window. Now that was just plain freaky. However, he got in the car and she dropped us off. Valerie kept singing all the wrong lyrics to every song we listened to which was hilarious. Overall, it was a great day spending time with friends. Oksana also liked her mug which made me happy ^__^

Bernadette's Debut.

I always forget to blog nowadays, but I'm trying so hard to. Well not really, but at least I remembered xD So Bernadette's Debut/Graduation Celebration was on June 30th. I was scared I was going to be late cause I got ready at my uncle's house. My sister and cousin were doing my hair and a lot of problems occurred, but they eventually got it. It was already 4:55PM when I was leaving their house. I ended up getting there and well they didn't end up starting until 6:00PM. I was freaking out over nothing. But at least I got there at like 5:05PM xD Not too off haha. I have bad time management. Anyways, we got to sit wherever we wanted to so I sat in the front so I could take some pictures when they did the dance. However, Anthony's head blocked my view half the time so I was like dang haha. I was whatever since I didn't really care after a while. Wasn't his fault. They ended up starting over after the first time the dance happened cause there were soundtrack problems so the dancing got messed up. However, the during second time they did  

it, everything went smoothly. The MC (which was her uncle or cousin) was hilarious and tried to get the crowd laughing. He even called one of her cousins pumpkin man since he was wearing orange when the dress code was purple. He was so funny the whole night. We watched a slideshow and then had food. The food was pretty good in my opinion. While we were eating, her sister and another family member sang to her What Makes You Beautiful, her cousin (I think) sang Rack City, Lourn sang some song I forgot, two girls danced to Polynesian music, and some of her other friends did this hip-hop dance which was really good too (not in order). Overall, the performances turned out to be really good and I really 

liked all of them. After that, she had her 18 candles, roses, and treasurers mixed together which got a little confusing, but it was sweet hearing everyone's speeches and seeing the gifts they got her. She blew out the candles and then it was party time. I took many pictures and danced a whole lot. I had a great time at her party and I hope she likes her gift :D I wish her the best in everything she does.

Here's to another sleepless night.

Stayed up until like 3:00AM yesterday and tonight is almost no different. Watched 21 Jump Street and it was hilarious. I liked the comedy parts and I'm glad I didn't see a few parts, but overall it was a funny movie. No idea it was rated R well until a scene. Too much blood. Gah. But still, I liked it xD Good night world :]

Somehow it all leads back to you.

One day is all I ask for from you. I just want us to spend a day or even an hour together with no awkwardness just so I can remember what I always liked most about you. I don't want to have these bad memories that are stuck in my head, but a good one before I leave. There's so many things that I'm going to miss, but you're the pain that I want to go away. I want to remember all the good stuff, not the bad. I hope one day isn't too much to ask for, but I wish even more that it'll happen. After all the times I've bailed out on you in the past, this is a way I can make it up to you and finally give you that card. If I finish it by then that is. Either way, I'm trying so hard not to give up. I'm not willing to let go just yet.

September 12th.

That's the day that will change my life. I can't wait :D

Yeee.

I'm way too excited for Wednesday and Saturday :DDD

Random.

So uhh, I sorta randomly decided to have cereal in a glass cup. I saw the milk in the cup and was hungry and got too lazy to switch to a bowl so I decided to just pour the cereal into my cup. Yeah this is what happens when laziness overpowers you. You do very random things. Good night world :]

Choices.

People should be happy and they shouldn't settle for less.