Turn around of events.

Well today went so well :D I'm beyond happy! Not only did I do alright on my english presentation, I also got the part as Sara for the play! I was like yeeeeee. I guess being short does come in handy xD Still, I can't believe it. Also our bridge held 18 pounds which is quite an accomplishment. I heard some people could barely hold the bucket up which sucks. I'm proud cause all the hard work and late nights definitely paid off. I got to see most of Glee which was great, except the ending sucked. Can't wait for the next episode. After tomorrow, I'll be done with half of my classes! I can't believe how fast this quarter has gone by. I only have two finals next week on Monday and Wednesday, and I'll be home by Thursday. Now I'm listening to Fall For You~Secondhand Serenade and other various songs while trying to finish up my last assignment for the quarter. It sure brings back some great times. Always remember that good things will come your way sooner or later. I went from having a bad day yesterday to a great one today. There's always a light at the end of the tunnel. Just stay positive! :]

FML.

I. hate. myself. right. now. I just took my BRAE Lab final and it was all going well until I wrote down the averages of the distances and then bam, there was no box. I can't believe I didn't realize that it went in the MIDDLE of A and B. Now I feel so stupid that I did something we NEVER did in class. UGH RAGEEEEEE. I'm going to be pissed for the rest of the day. FML why does this always happen to me. Plus I forgot one word like usual. QUICK release adapter. How can I forget that. I put grip release adapter. Yup... Nothing ever goes right for me.

New things.

Everyone says college is the time to explore new things and find out who you are. Well I'm going to try out for a club play and who knows maybe I'll get the part I want. Even if I don't, a small role is better than nothing. Time to be more out there. That's something I need to work on but I'm trying. I really am.

The light at the end of the tunnel.

I am in control of my own life and that's something I shouldn't forget.

Not this time.

I won't let things bring me down, not anymore. All I want is some space. Is that too much to ask for? Oh right, I'm far away :) Freedom has its many perks. Time to enjoy these next 2 weeks despite it being dead week and finals week. No one is going to stop me from enjoying myself, not even finals. It's MY time and I'm going to spend it well. No more problems will be in my way because I will overcome any obstacles. I will be the better person. That's how you become a stronger person. That's how you move on. Good night world & have a great week :]

*This emotion inside me is just crazy. It clicked out of no where and it's wonderful. I haven't felt this happy or satisfied with life in so long. I'm putting my troubles behind me and moving on. A different viewpoint on life can change the way you see things in an instant. You just got to find it and I'm glad I finally did. This is what I needed.

"I've had enough..."

I know how he feels cause I feel like that too. They say you're never alone, but it sure does feel like it sometimes, it sure does.

Oh man.

I missed my family so much but I can't wait to see them in two weeks. I hecka forgot my birthday was already this Sunday. Time flies by so fast now. Finally going to be 18 now. It's so weird haha. 2 more weeks and it'll be home sweet home once again :D

"And I know it's long gone And that magic's not here no more And I might be okay But I'm not fine at all."

All Too Well~Taylor Swift

I knew it was too good to be true. Why is it so hard to move on and forget you? Oh right, because of everything that has happened over the past 2 years that's why. I didn't think I could relate to this song this much after hearing it hundreds of times already. Things really do change in a blink of an eye. I rather relive all the awkwardness than face the distance between us now. I guess I'm just really disappointed that it had to be you of all people. Why did it have to be you?

Yee.

Two more days and I'll be close to home! The last thing to do is my calculus midterm and I can finally relax until I come back for dead week. It doesn't sound great, but it is better than nothing for sure. Family and home cooked meals for the win :D

Cry me a river.

All tickets are sold out :( So saddddddd.

It was all a lie wasn't it?

It's funny how months ago, I was scared to leave for college. Not because I didn't know what would happen, but I was nervous about leaving everything I love behind. All my friends were heading off into different directions and I learned to accept that. But the one friendship I thought that wouldn't change, is the one that did. I'm thinking back about all the times we said we would talk all the time and stuff like that. I will admit that we were close, but now you don't seem to bother. I feel like everything you said was a lie because we're drifting apart. You're forgetting about me and it's sad to know that. If you can't make time for your friends, what kind of friendship is that? I thought college was the time for you to stay closer with your friends, but I guess I was wrong.

Good times.

Talking to you like this right now makes me wish so much that I could just go back and change things. We're good friends and I'm thankful for that, but I just wish I didn't hold back so much. The future still has a lot in stored and I hope that I get over what happened before.

Odd.

Things have definitely changed over the past 2 months. You're keeping your distance from me and I don't know why. It's weird not seeing you that much nowadays.

Weird.

For some odd random reason last night, I was thinking about my first date. It'll probably be a very long time from now, but I'm really looking forward to it (which is kind of sad, to me anyways). So yeah, that's it xD

Time changes everything.

When you wish you could just go back to the old times when things were different and better. There are some things I wish that would never change.

Awww.

I just watched the Bubzbeauty video of her and her fiance doing this photoshoot in South Korea and it was so cute! I can't get over it right now! It was too adorable. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OzVz47FoYEc

:(

I'm so sad that I can go to the Red Tour cause it's too expensive for all of us. Now I'm going to save up for the next tour which probably won't happen until 2014, but I'm still so disappointed :(

Time flies.

So tomorrow Mary is coming to visit for the weekend and I'm so excited! It's been too long since I've seen any of my friends so this is perfect. However, I should be worrying about my math quiz first. Anyways, I can't wait for tomorrow and  I'm going to burst of happiness. Good night world & have a great holiday weekend :]

P.S. One of my friends have been in search of "THE DONUT" for over 6 months, 2 days, 13 hours, and 55 seconds (It's longer now) and I found it online at SLODOCO! I can't believe this. I'm so happy for her lol.

Oh my, look at those blue eyes.

Well there's this guy and I can't stop looking at his eyes. They're very blue and it's so hard not to look at them. When I talk to him, I just look straight into his eyes. They are unbelievable. [I sound like I was hypnotized by them xD]

Another blog.

So I made a blog for my 112 bucket list so I don't overflow this blog with many posts, not like I post a lot anyways, but I decided why not. Here's the link and I can't wait for the next thing I accomplish from the list. http://the112bucketlist.blogspot.com/

Time flies.

I can't believe it's been a week since I posted on this. It hasn't felt like it's been that long. Well I'll blog away now. So yesterday I found out who my Big was and her name is Tiffany. I have a twin and his name was Marek. I also got to meet my grandbig who is Monica. It was nice meeting some people from my family. I got put into the Ridiculously ridiculously ridiculously good looking family (on the inside). It goes something like that haha. I don't remember cause it's so long. But anyways, after playing all these games like popping balloons off someone's ankle and being blindfolded walking through campus, we finally get back to the room and guess what? There's like 50 strings knotted together and we had to untangle and follow the whole thing to find our Bigs. It was terrible/fun at the same time. Either way, Marek and I made it through somewhat quickly. At least 10 minutes or more, but it was definitely interesting. Afterwards, we went to In-N-Out and then went to someone's house for a party. I know that I'll never smoke anything in my life. After one experience, that is all I need. So yeah that was that. Then today I went shopping and got some great deals at Target since all the Halloween stuff was on sale. I got a bowl for 30 cents lol. I love sale items :) Target is the perfect place for that. I don't think I haven't gotten something on sale yet. So sad haha. Anyways I'm trying to save money and spend less every week, but of course, I'll start next week xD Mary is coming to visit so I can't exactly spend less yet. Well I had fun skyping with the girls tonight. It's been way too long but it'll definitely happen again next weekend. Good night world & have a wonderful week :]