"We'll see fireworks tonight."

Fireworks~Plain White T's

Yes, another Plain White T's song. "Well I've made up my mind that I want you to be the one The one I wanna be with when I'm ninety-two." This is the song I'd like share with the perfect someone when the clock strikes 12:00. 365 more days till I see that exact day on the left. That feels like a very long time. Since today is December 31, most people are out celebrating with friends and what not. I'm at home watching movies with my sister. It's alot more fun than it actually sounds. Well I get to cross off one thing from my "To Do List of the Year." Number 5: try something new. I plan on sleeping in the living room for the night. I'm actually looking forward to that haha. Since I don't like sleeping on the floor and my sister doesn't like sleeping on the floor in my room, the living room was the perfect in between place. It honestly feels like another day rather than a new year besides staying up till 12 just for fun. Date Night was a very funny movie and I'm glad we watched it. Then gonna watch Despicable Me again. That has got to be my favorite movie, not just for the year, but for all time. I'm also glad I wasn't online all day, maybe half of the day, but not the whole day. I'm really wondering what will happen in 2011. I know there will be many surprises, but how many? Probably not as many as I want, but I guess we'll see. It seems just like another day. Next thing I know, I will be back in school and break will be over. Told my mom I wanted to take my permit test on the 13th and I really hope I pass. I really got to study for that if I want another resolution out of the way. I think I might just keep that to myself unless I pass. I wish I was out of town today doing something fun like most people. But whats good is that I'm not like most people and I like that. Even if I can't go out places with my friends all the time, text, etc. it's what I have that truly matters. I'm more thankful for everything that I have and the people I met/know now than ever before. &thats what makes me truly happy :]

*just a side note, I'm really liking this blog aha

"There's only one thing, to do, Three words for you, I love you."

1234~Plain White T's

Everytime I listen to this song I think back to us. The way we would be on IM for hours just talking. You'd type one line and I'd type the next. I felt you were the only one who truly meant everything you said to me. And now, I'm lucky to talk to you once a week. It's quite sad how things turn out. You've done things I would've never guessed you would ever do. We listened to music, slow danced, shared what happened during the day, watched a drama together (I'll never forget that), but most of all, I felt so open to you. You are one of my best friends, but I feel like I broke our friendship. Each day when he talks about you, I can't do anything but sit back and listen. I want to stand up for you, but I don't have enough nerve to. I'm sorry. Very sorry. I wish I could tell you everything that happens, but I don't want to hurt you. I wish things were the same like it was 2 years ago. I really do. Even if we hardly speak you'll always be my best friend, because in the end, you're the one who knows almost everything about me. If I was given a chance to turn time around, I'd go back to that one day in Danner. I still can't believe he shook up your soda and you didn't have a clue, but it was sure was funny. After you left to get napkins, he told me how you felt. From that day on, I ignored him and now the friendship we once had is gone. I probably still would've done nothing, but I wouldn't have ignored both of you. I didn't realize that I did have a big part in this. I could've changed what had happened. But maybe it was never meant to be in the first place. I'm glad we're still friends, even if it means hardly speaking to you because I'm lucky enough to have gotten the chance to really get to know you. That is one thing other people don't understand. You've told me your life story and people just judge you from the outside. I'm glad you came into my life because you truly make me happy 'Rose' & I love you as a friend =]

"I'll be waiting time after time."

Time After Time~Cyndi Lauper

A classic song. Just like putting up lyrics/songs that pop up in my head and maybe somehow relates to whatever I will post. I can't believe this year is coming to an end. 1 more day left and its gonna be 2011. It seems like yesterday I was promoted from the 8th grade and now a year and a half left and I'll be going off to college. I never knew time would fly by this fast. Never. And now it seems like there is nothing I can do but sit back and enjoy it all. I want 2011 to be memorable and better than my previous years. Then again I hope for that ever year. At least I have many resolutions to keep me busy. I hope I can at least go through with one or more. And just so I don't forget:

1. try hard to get all A's
2. get my permit (1st time)
3. learn Fur Elise&practice for 1hr each week
4. fold 1011 cranes
5. try something new
6. no english hw during fp
7. 2.5 hours online on school days
8. hw BEFORE computer
9. be more productive
10. try watching all the colts games (starts in the summer)
11. take a chance
12. write about it
I already accomplished the last one aha. Too bad the year hasn't started yet. Well I can't wait for a new year. It's like a fresh start and you can do anything. Something about the new year is different every year. I don't know exactly what, but there's just something about it. Now that this year is coming to an end, it's time for me to have my new start. To be a better person to the ones around me, take more chances and not hold back, but most of all, not to be afraid of whatever obstacle that will come my way. So 2011, give me all that you got, because I'm ready to get the year started. It's time to start from scratch and make my way to the top. I also want to thank my friend kenneth for showing me this blog site (I guess I will call this) since this is just the start to the end of an old year and the beginning of a new one. & now back to watching Despicable Me :]