Honestly.

So I told myself I wouldn't think about it and honestly, it's been the only thing running through my mind. Well I finally decided on what to do and it's for the best. It's just a matter of time now. Work at Caltrans has been pretty long because I've been doing so much reading. I can't wait until I get to do more work and less reading because I've been falling asleep. It's not bad having an office job because I always wanted one. I just hope that after this, it'll make me want to learn more about this major. Good night world :]

On my mind.

I can't help but keep thinking 'what will happen next?' I honestly don't know what I want or what could happen. I'll just put it in the back of my mind and worry when the time comes.